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Hellish

by Cirrostratus

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1.
Hellish 02:01
2.
Daily 02:28
I am a little dog Laying in the sun I think that once I bit too hard And out came my gums I wag my thin tail behind me I know that pretty soon they’ll find me But if the sun above does blind me The cliffs of your hands will guide me I am a rainbow Chasing through the clouds If you want to make my ends meet Take a look around I do a bit more than I’m told But never does that earn a scold Cuz from your lips are words that are cold Speaking a story never once told
3.
Casini 03:39
And I’ll swat you with my fist cuz you’ve made me Nothin but upset And if I get kinda pissed it’s cuz these People are all sick I bet you know that I’ll miss because my Limbs are growing limp I’m sorry if my skyscraper fell I’m Not a very good architect I wish I could say I’m in love but I don’t Think it works like that A buncha grownups doin grown up stuff and Leavin me behind to set Life is slow going some days but it’s No reason to cry But no matter in the fires here you won’t have Time to wonder why
4.
I’m sorry 02:21
Sometimes I’m sorry but it’s not an apology It’s like the pressure is beating through my head And if I get screwed and tipped on the back of my Shell I’ll sit and I’ll know I’m left for dead I saw someone waiting by the entrance For a lady who would surely never show “I hope you don’t waste your time out in the rain” He said he liked watching all the water flow
5.
Maul 03:56
You grew up in the blink of an eye Minds collecting dust and growing older But there’s a lack of color you can’t deny The warmth in your cheeks has grown colder Sometimes you’ll make a sound that you like Tongue’s twisted like a rollercoaster When I heard it from you I thought you lied Because it makes no sense to love one another Do you want to hear what I say? What I think of, when I think of it? I guess in my room I will lay. “Trust me now, and you won’t get bit.” Mama, mama, Won’t you hold me tight? Till I’m old enough to fight Till I’m old enough to bite?
6.
Butterbear 01:44
I wanted to do a couple things I probably shouldn’t tell you I started to feel better When I saw your face but how could I show you? To know better is a big deal To make right and wrong seem real It’s a boat Sailing through the snow You could never make it work, you know And if you saw me Would you hate it? The way I wanted to hate it, too?
7.
How It Goes 02:53
You’re like a little doggie Come and make me happy But I cant do this anymore And I won’t tell nobody I can let you pull away I know I won’t see you another day So all in, she goes headfirst And hits the concrete with a scary burst (If you feel bad, it’s not my fault) Trudging home alone in the dark Eyes in trees and throaty barks I hope I left you feeling scared I hope you know I shouldn’t have cared If you feel bad it’s not my fault If you feel bad it’s not my fault If you feel bad it’s not my fault If you feel bad it’s not my fault If you feel bad it’s not my fault If you feel bad it’s not my fault If you feel bad it’s not my fault If you feel bad it’s not my fault If you feel bad it’s not my fault
8.
Crushed 03:31
She was falling down the kitchen stairs Looked into my eyes as she bled out her ears Said “I’m sorry, but I just want you to know I don’t think that I can ever let you go” And then I fell asleep with all the lights on When I woke up again I was sitting on your lawn And you smiled in a form that looked demonic But it was good to know that nothing crushed your spirit The pets are acting weird now that you’re not around I gave them all the love I know you would have I wanted to just look into their eyes I think they knew, but it just took them by surprise I look at my hands and think that it’s no wonder I live like this with blood on every counter But if I ever wanted to get rid of the reek I’d put a railing on my stairs and play hide and seek
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10.
Grow 03:31
She’s sleeping with a rifle under her pillow She doesn’t know who’s gonna come out the woods She’s sleeping with a rifle under her pillow She doesn’t know who’s gonna come out the woods He’ll be dead before you know it There wasn’t anything that you could have said He’ll be dead before you know it There wasn’t anything that you could have said
11.
The Wait 03:25
I’m waitin’ Been waiting all day. I spend my whole life waiting I’m wasting away I keep checking for you ‘round every corner And I think I’m just as scared as before. I’m waiting, been waitin all day. I spend my whole life waitin I’m wasting away
12.
Sugarloaf 02:24
I’m sittin Somewhere quiet I’m hopin That someone’s diet Will grow hungry enough for me That I won’t have to be And when a genius says the going gets rough You know ya don’t have a choice but to give up You don’t have to wish so hard Save your money for the trail ahead
13.
Scruff 03:05
Met a magic man Said he could make me strong With some funky crystal but I played along I take my coffee black so that I can seem tough Look where that got me, picked up by The back of my scruff Little girl wanted to sell lemonade for 50 cents a cup But nobody could be bothered to buy it Because they’re a buncha fucks I wanted to date a Girl Scout but I promise u I’m not that gay The only girl I ever loved won’t see me any day I wanted to date a Girl Scout but mommy said it’s not god’s way The only girl I ever loved won’t see me any day But it’s okay But it’s okay But it’s okay with me.
14.
Poke 03:18
Would you quit it with the funny stuff? I don’t get mad quite like this, but I’ve had enough I see you looking at us through the trees and I don’t think that you oughta If you wanted to tell me what you want, maybe I’d give u what u wanted Went by the graveyard the other day cuz it was close and cost effective And I saw myself some things I can’t take back, so if I croak Take me somewhere different Your hair is falling right out your braids and I wonder if there’s a hurry When I catch your eye I feel the fall and now I’m falling while I’m sleeping

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released June 12, 2023

Special thanks to Banjo, the baby kitten from hell, for the cover pic

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